Mensana In Cor Pore Sano

Exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-01-21T23:39:00.000-08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Exams are only in3 days time and i am stil writing this blog. there are still like 15 chapters to go. HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLP! i am going to go crazy HaHaHa, that is only exaggeration but there is really around 15 chapters to study.heehehehe. Since no one give me encouragement, i will give one for my self, JIA YOU!

What a day!!!!!

2004-12-19T13:05:00.000-08:00

Hm..... finally it is holiday. I thought it is better but then it is worse. I am having sore throat and feverish.I already planned for studying for the semester 1 exam but i think it will not go smoothly. Furthermore, the weather is geting worse here. It is becoming hotter and hotter. It is like being in an oven.haha.Hm..... i haven't planned what to do for the holiday but i think i have nothing to do.hahaha

Holiday is coming!!!!!!

2004-12-07T21:24:00.000-08:00

Hm...... yes the holiday is coming in around 10 more days and but then must use the time for studying. The exams are just two weeks after the holiday finish. Well..... I really want to finish the foundation year sooon. it is kinna of monotonous and i still have not found a friend that i can really, really, really trust 100%. the person that i can talk to and share if i have any problem. The friends that i have here are a bit "young". They like to have fun and fun. And sometime the joke that thery create is not really suit me.Hm... perhaps i am growing up or perhaps i have passed their time or perhaps it is not really to my liking. Anyway, i try to move on. I wish i can get to university faster and meet more different ppl and hope to find someone that i can share not only my problems but my happinesss. *+*

Sucks!!!!!

2004-11-26T01:02:00.000-08:00

damn! today play basketball but then i play very badly.damn. But my team win. Horray.Everything bacome sucks when you are not performing well.Anyway, now i have no mood to do anything so this entry will be verrrrrrry shooort.

Sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-23T19:35:00.000-08:00

Sigh!!! today is not fun at alll. I was asked to play soccer and i did go but it is not interesting at alll. BORIIIIIIIING! OK, then i chat with this person quite often but then the person does not seem like chatting with me somehow because the person like to answer 1 word answer only.sigh!Then i dun know why recently i dun feel like doing hw. I dun find the mood.
***********YOU CAN'T GET WHAT IS NOT MEANT FOR YOU!**************

Surveeeeey!! HUH

2004-11-22T18:30:00.000-08:00

Sigh! today hand in my questionare for my english project and the teacher say it is wrong and perhaps out of control.Hahahaha! No choisce maaaa.hehehehe. Anyway must redo and then tomorrow morning 8 pm must meet with friends and do the questions again.Soooo troublesome. sigh nothing special today. Why?why?why?

Birthday!!

2004-11-20T04:34:00.000-08:00

Yeah!!! today is my chinese birthday and i am having dinner with my whole family in sydney tower. It is cool and nice.EEEEE, but i ate the kangaroo meat and it is not sooo tasteful.HUH! hehehe.anyway i am gonna cut my cake soon. So whoever read this blog remeber to give me present.hahaaha

2004-11-06T21:44:00.000-08:00

I am back frm my two weeks holiday.hahaha.Not actually a holiday, i ask permission to go back to attend my sis wedding.He2! Well I got back my mid semester result liao. I got 2 A- and 2A. Ha2. Hm.... life in australia has just started again and i am not sure wheter it wil be for a better. But i Hope everyhting will go smoothly.

sat

2004-10-09T09:05:00.000-07:00

today watch the Anaconda. Well the movie not bad laaaaaa. But it is worth watching though. heheh.then....... nothing else interesting laaaa.

EXAM IS OVER

2004-10-08T12:00:00.000-07:00

Finally............. THE MID- SEMESTER EXAM IS OVEEEER! HAHAHAHA! Now is the time for waiting my doom when the result is out.hehehe! i got 1 week holiday! YEPEEEEE! Feel so FREE and i think i will be back to myself in just a few more days. HaHa! even if my result would be bad, that will motivate me to study harder and by that time i will be able to fully concentrate on my studies. Well, today i just feel haapy and freeeeeee. NO special incident yet.hehehhehe

2004-10-07T13:59:00.000-07:00

English exam is oveeer.Overall ok laaaaaa. Finally tomorrow is the last paper,economics. Damn! haven't study man! life is as usual, morning~ exam, aft~lunch,.............

********************************Reflection***************************************

i ate lunch with my friends and i realise that i am diff frm them or i should say that they are diff frm mee toooo. Comparing to the life that i had in singapore, here is completely diff. From the subject they talk abt or the way they behaveand talk. i am kinna of "alone" in a srange place with ppl that are frm diff place before. Even though they are frm indonesia, the subject that i and my friend in singapore talk about are completely diff. Is is that i have gone to the next stage of life? Or is it that i am nt in right place at the right time? huh! It is sooo diff. My friends prefer to go in a large group but i prefer in a smaller group so that we can have a better communication. But don't get this wrong, sometimes going in a large group is good. I like that too. But i dun know why i just feel so different

2004-10-06T13:25:00.000-07:00

i had my maths paper today and it is quite ok but i lost around 5 marks with careless mistake i guesss. Damn! i hope that i can still get A+.Tomorrow is my english exam but i am using today as for revision for my economics. HeHeHe

*********************************Reflection*******************************************
I was thinking that i am not destined to find the right girl for me for the time being. well the reason is : I kinna of like this sby girl, the one that i chat with. i know that i rarely ( almost never) meet her in sch everyday but then i really like chatting with her. But then i thought that she is kinna of not interested in talking with me( perhaps just my assumption). the problem is that everytime i am the one who start the conversation and then i am the one who talks abt myself or something. She never said anything abt berself. i guess she just not interested in me .(HEheheh) But i can understand that coz we rarely know each other .Furthermore i kept thinking wheter i should make the move on any girl bacause i am afraid that i may not be able to handle the relationship or i just don't know how to behave like one if i have gf.But then it hurts for knowing this all thing since i believe in fate and then at the same time being interested in someone. It is like you are so near to something that you like but it is unachievable because of what you believe and think. Sigh! how to know wheter agirl like you or not? How to seee or feel it? It is such a complicated thing the qn is WHY?WHY?WHY?

2004-10-04T22:18:00.000-07:00

Dam! i did not finish my legal study exam. i was half way through the last question and it is worth 5 mark.huh! Furthermore i was late for the start fo the exm and i did not really focus on the exam. sigh! what can i do! it is done and can't be undoned.OK ! so tomorrow is my maths exam and i have to concentrate and i haven't evenstudied for my economic exam for the friday tooo. I am in deep trouble. I hope i can get through it really well.

For couples of day ago i was studying so i can't do my blog. I can't even sleep well fo the night before the legal exam. DAmn! i am dead for my legal study.

2004-10-02T00:40:00.000-07:00

Well, i met this girl in aust and she is very nice and approachable. we like to chat through msn quite often recently(at least i like chatting with her laaaaa!). i find that she has a good personality eventhough i rarely meet her. well at least through msn she is nice okie! she is frm indo but diff hometown as mine ( what a shame!). she is frm sby so it is expected that she is nice.hehheheh.*****
I have this friend named norain. she is my best friend's sister. she is verrrrrrry niceeeeeee and helpfuuuuul. she help me in creating this blog eventhough sometimes she didn't explain it clearlyy( hahahaha!) But i appreciate it. Hey Rain , if you read this i reallly appreciate your help.******
Damn! the exam is just two more days and i am stil chaating eventhough th clock shows 12.39 am. i am in deeep trouble. but at least i got motivation frm my sby friend. hehehehhehe. Anyway i guess that's it for today. But i still got a lot to say. hehehehehhehehehehehe

2004-10-01T03:45:00.000-07:00

every moment is an oppurtunity